I am so Dizzy Today

I was hoping that after that last round of steroids I would slowly see some positive progress in my health. Guess not. I woke up feeling so dizzy today! At first I was in denial but at this point I am certain that I have not been this dizzy ever. I barely move my head left or right and it feels like the world keeps moving even after I stop my head. Tracking my eyes is so difficult; I am typing on the computer and I look up on the screen for an icon of some sort but it takes me forever to find it. It’s like my eyes have to slowly scan every inch of the screen! Reading is not easy either. Walking is miserable; I feel like I am going to fall in whatever direction my body is leaning. My legs feel week, which also makes not falling over hard because I have no strength in my calves to push against my toes to properly orient myself. Still, the worst is the dizziness. I feel so dizzy and almost lightheaded just sitting here not moving a single inch. Again, it’s like I was spinning in a swivel chair and abruptly stopped to try to get up and walk away. As far as my visual acuity goes I feel like there is always a small spot in my vision that I can see through and focus on as if I have tunnel vision and everything outside the walls of this tunnel are blurry and moving instead of dark and black. If I lie down on my stomach propped up on my arms with my eyes closed and my head down I can feel my vestibular system going crazy; everything spins and I am overcome by such a strong sense of g-force. I am really over this crap…

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