OK, not much new to share. I talked to my neurologist’s office yesterday and they are still waiting on some authorization stuff for my Tysabri. I did ask for some refills on some medication that I am about out of. They are under my doctor’s name in Colorado so they would technically be new prescriptions. The Klonopin I am not worried about but my neurologist doesn’t like to prescribe Ritalin, which I understand, but I have tried so many other things with no luck. Ritalin really did work and obviously I did not become addicted to it.
I am just so fatigued. It’s been bad the last few weeks but today especially; I woke up not even 3 hours ago and already feel like lying down! I have been living on coffee and it’s really not doing anything anymore. I either need an espresso machine or a way to infuse it via an IV! I have Nuvigil still but the reason I have so much left over is the side effects I get were just not worth it; jumpy/jittery and a racing heart. Not to mention popping a pill is like playing Russian Roulette only instead of a possible bullet I risk a possible migraine.
I am not sure what to do, I feel so unproductive, lazy, I just don’t want to do anything because all I have to do is computer work and sitting in front of the computer does not help me wake up. It’s depressing! I need to be active but there is nothing to do out here! Even sitting here and writing this is… well… I can’t think of what I am writing mid sentence and it took so much energy to even write this tiny post. I need something to help this because if I can’t get anything but Nuvigil I am screwed for school!